The truth.

This week Appreciated the fact that I caught up with WanQin during those bus rides and the little laughter we had during lesson times and basically talked like how we used to.

Oh yes, I think I had promised not to post and supposed to be studying right now. Okay I am studying right now. Revising coordinate geometry like what I've promised myself to. I've gotta make the time to at least post on that blog. Oh gosh. I still have not complete the LDC geography homework. And I don't seem to be at least obsessed with computer anymore. My heart's beating a little faster then normal, I have a lot to say. But I don't know where to begin since my life's is already in a mess. Oh yea, a mess ALRIGHT? A tad too messy but a kinda like it. I think that everyone should have patience, and wouldn't patience make a better world? I've become so unmotivated to work and it's really bad, because my friend, named Conscience, nags at me all the time. I feel uneasy and guilty and not worthy of computer times but I succumb to temptations all the time. Now even I've laid my english work infront of me, but I'm reaching across to type. Wow, I am amazing.

Shitass. I have no idea what is wrong with me. What do we feel, or do we even feel anymore. I feel so lost all of a sudden; where is this going towards, how long its going to last, when is it we'll finally return to normal? (or never?) And how did all this happened? Insecurities, differences, cannot-be-compared, or maybe one day we wake up and realised we're not that interested anymore. And we're too busy with our own lives, and we're not caring enough for the other? You know what? Need a brain, need a heart? Take mine. Take everything I have.

Ily and maybe I'm just afraid (of losing you)

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Or maybe we just don't care anymore.